Dis- and Un-

Just one of them days. Feeling very dis- and very un-
Unsettled
Disconnected
Unhappy
Uninspired
Unattractive

a passing mood I'm sure, but when it hits, it hits, you know? thank goodness (literally) that I am heading out to frank's for Thanksgiving for some R&R.
Feeling just a bit down, maybe it's the rain (rain in LA, who knew?), maybe it's the work stress. I have let my apartment turn to chaos lately, and I haven't really been doing anything creative or gotten much exercise, a formula for disaster. I haven't been on a date with anyone in awhile, I haven't been much of anything (or so it seems) but a big angry bear. Silly angry bear! At least I can speak kindergarden-level french!

I saw Milk tonight and I really liked it, although it made me incredibly sad. I just don't understand the world sometimes, and it makes me feel very helpless. We should all be able to love who we want, and not be thought of any less for it, and not be persecuted for it. We should all have the same rights. It just seems common sense to me. In the wake of Prop 8, it feels like now more than ever that we are still right in the thick of a civil rights movement, but why should we have to wait 50 more years for everyone to be equal? We're all equal NOW, and the law should reflect as much. Gays and lesbians are the same as anybody else, and should have the same rights and protections.
I would recommend seeing Milk if it is playing near you. It is a fine performance by Sean Penn, James Franco, Emile Hirsh, and is an inspiring story.